Thursday, July 20, 2006

Falling off the wagon

Oh man, I fall off the Blogger Bandwagon for 2 weeks and now I'm going overboard. Maybe this is why no one comments on my blog, because no one reads it because I'm so erratic about updating it...

Blame today on lack of sleep. Lily and I took a long walk yesterday with Shar Valentine and Olivia. I have no idea how far we went, but all the way down to the Firehouse playground and back on the Osage Trail. It was well over an hour, maybe close to 1 1/2 hour walk. Did I mention that it was like 90 degrees. Darn we were hot and sweaty! Anyway, I gave Lily a bath when we got home because we were so gross and sweaty. She fell asleep in Addie's crib while I took a bath and didn't wake up until 11:30pm. That was at least 4 hours. So of course she was wide awake when she woke up. Lily decided that laying in the pack and play wasn't any fun, sitting in the Baby Papasan that doesn't vibrate because mom doesn't want to change the batteries at 1 am isn't any fun, and being rocked by mom isn't any fun either. So at 2:08 am I finally put Lily in Addie's crib, turned on lullabies, stuck in a binky, and shut the door. I felt like such a bad mommy, but I just couldn't do it anymore! She was fed, she was tired and I don't think she really needed me! Of course Adam was home and offered to help but he had to get up at 6 am to go to a sniper shoot. I just couldn't make him do it.

Oh man I am so tired I don't have enough energy to truely write about how happy I am that Addie is back from Grandma and Grandpa Poskozim's after 3 days and 4 nights. We missed her so much!!!!!

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